I love my family and friends, but I have a hole in my heart that will never mend. I miss my babies. All year round...but a little more during certain times of the year. It's hard to hear about how great Christmas is when you have little ones around. It's hard to see all the pictures of the little ones with the pure happiness in their eyes knowing Santa came the night before. This year would have been the first Christmas that Benjamin would have been excited by. And it would be Dominick's first Christmas. It kills me that I miss these times with them. I wish things would have been different. I wish they were here with me. But I know in spirit they are. I know my angels are watching over their mommy and daddy. And I can't wait for the day when we can all be together again!
Sorry for the depressing post. Merry Christmas!!!!
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